Honesty

Carver Lawson, Special Events Manager 

I’m sorry,

In my defensiveness,

I denied you your humanity.

The truth, is I’m always asking myself what makes a person lovable,

What causes someone to be so fascinated with another like it’s an obsession they’ve always had?

I thought I stopped asking myself that question and I did for a good while.

I was going to let love find me like friends told me to,

so I stopped searching and then I was in your bed, 

and it felt right,

I was just bored and didn’t want to sleep alone that night,

but I thought that maybe the universe had finally rewarded me,

that I finally mastered what it meant to be lovable and enough of a fascinating person to get you hooked,

but I know now this isn’t about you,

these are about hard questions I ask myself for no good reason, a pattern I must have picked up somewhere 

It really isn’t about you and that’s what makes it hurt worse because this chase of love has always been about me, 

I was hoping that a stranger could tend my wounds just this once,

yet again i’m the only one who knows of secret doors and the shortcuts in the labyrinth of my heart,

It’s not your responsibility to tend to my garden like that, 

I have flowers so strange that no botanist has ever seen and that leave gardeners dazed,

so yes, I am sorry in my defensiveness I’ve denied you your humanity, 

I should have remembered the mazes and flowers I saw in you when I looked through your eyes.

The Forest: Destruction

Carver Lawson, Special Projects Manager

The lumberjack visited my forest often,

I’d see him sweetly swing that axe

and for miles you could hear the thundering whack. 

I’d always admire

how he could chop down

any earthy spire

and I thought “what dedication he had to show up everyday”

but it was only when it was too late

that I saw the price I would pay.

I noticed a wicked grin

as he cut my greenery paper thin 

and he got bold, no longer taking one tree at a time but thirty-three

—that day he brought a whole damn machine to decimate me.

and how could I not have seen these callously cruel crimes 

in all those traitorous times

he’d take and take 

until I had nothing left to give

his fortune was always at my sake,

to him my prosperity had to die for his to live.

How could I not see it

in the way he’d cut to my forests core

removing thickets meant to keep him at bay, all for him to ensure I had nothing more.

But since him I’ve regrown,

as nature always does,

and I’ve been shown

visions of infectious insects 

that swarm his mind

eating away at stolen solace

and now I can finally find

the justice in all of this

Imagine Dragons Newest Album Shows Different Meanings in Music

Schuyler Kropp, Staff Writer

Music is everywhere. We listen to it for many reasons, including focusing or calming our minds. By listening to music, you allow rhythms to flow into your ears while jamming out. Songs and albums are meant to have hidden meanings and messages. Anyone can listen to the lyrics of a song and process them in many ways. Songwriters try to have a hidden message in their songs or albums by saying what they truly mean in a more creative way. It is common that these messages get jumbled up causing misinterpretation. Trying to coax out information or meanings is hard to do, but it allows your brain to understand other ways to look at things. This also helps you find what songs are your jam. 

The band Imagine Dragons is a good example of putting meanings into their music. Imagine Dragons is an American rock band formed in 2008, based in Las Vegas, Nevada. It is headed by lead singer, Dan Reynolds. The band has mostly upbeat and some mild to slow songs, often changing their pace in many different ways. They write songs that grab people’s attention. If the song is short and mournful, then people might feel sad singing along to the song. But, if the song is long and cheerful, people might feel happy and exuberated. 

Imagine Dragons often disguise messages in the songs that they write and play. Their songs sound like they are happy, but in reality they are often not. Dan Reynolds often hides his cry out for help in his songs or lyrics. He sings about things that are a part of his life story and communicates that sometimes, people who are supposed to be happy with their life, really aren’t that happy. Anyone in the world can feel hidden emotions in their life, just like how the meaning of songs can be hidden. His newest album Loom is a perfect example of this.

Dan Reynolds often talks in his lyrics about being lonely, despite his fame. In his song “Fire In These Hills,” Dan Reynolds sings about feeling trapped, alone, tired, and scared while he does not want to open up to anyone. Despite the song being upbeat, he sings that “the more we try and the more we fail,”. This tells his audience that people can have high standards, and when you meet them they can lose interest or pull away. This is how people can become lonely. 

In another line, he sings, “I’m so tired, can I please come home?”. This line communicates that high expectations can cause you to become tired and want to disconnect from the outside world. Many people expect Dan Reynolds and Imagine Dragons to be the best, putting pressure on him to constantly perform well. In his song “Gods Don’t Pray”, he says that “fortune is unfortunately volatile” and talks about how fame or fortune can be taken away from you, because of how high the expectations are. Reynolds is widely popular, but still feels like he has to constantly outdo himself to meet up to these high expectations. This can cause him to second think himself, and live in fear of being judged. 

In these songs, Reynolds often talks about heartbreak and abandonment. In the song “Nice to Meet You”, Reynolds talks about wanting to talk to someone, but there is a divide between them. With this song, he tries to say that you need approval from yourself before others. Having approval from yourself means that you know that you are moving forward and taking your own advice to things. This is important in life because it allows you to be more independent. 

In the song “Wake Up”, Reynolds talks about struggling on the inside and not showing it. In this song, he feels like he is “spinnin’-in-in’” and in the chaos of life, you struggle and feel like you can break apart from people or relationships. The song “In Your Corner” Reynolds talks about loyalty despite abandonment. An example of that is in the lyric “Gonna burn this down, every sober day,”. Reynolds shows that he  is turning to substance abuse to cope with feeling abandoned by the people in his past and present life. 

In the song “Take Me to the Beach”, Reynolds talks about independence, blocking out the world, relaxing, and doing his own things. He says that on this “people-pleasing' planet…you can have the mountains. I’ll take the beach,”. Reynolds wants to be independent and do his own relaxing, away from the expectations of the world. 

In the song “Eyes Closed” Reynolds talks about independence and following what you believe by ignoring the expectations of everyone else. He sings, “I will spend these days as an island. Alone and far away,”. He wants to turn away and be alone in his life. In order to achieve this solidarity, he cuts himself off from his friends and family. This is his solution to getting away from the pressure of others. He also talks about wanting to change his mindset. 

In the song “Kid”, Dan is talking about keeping your motivation up, despite facing struggles, and tells people to “take your losses as a win”. In that lyric he is stating that even if you lose at first, you can still find a way back to win later. The bottom line is that you have to keep fostering your motivation, despite the inevitable challenges you will face in life. 

This album by Imagine Dragons is an example of how important it is to interpret more than one meaning in music. Everyone can interpret it in many ways, but I feel like the album is about how everyone struggles in life and it is okay to not meet high expectations. This is something that everyone can relate to, including myself. As he is singing it, people are dancing and rocking out, often completely ignoring the overall message. I can relate to this, because I feel cheated by people misinterpreting me in more than one way. I know I am not alone in this feeling, So, remember that it is okay to talk about it by singing about your own grief and pain. This is the overall message that Dan Reynolds is conveying in his album Loom.

Take the Art for a Walk

By: Frances Meng-Frecker, Lead Photographer

In Denver, Fridays and art events often seem to coincide. Many people in Denver may have heard of “First Friday Art Walks,” but never attended one. I am here to encourage you to do so! The art walks take place on several streets, but the main street is Santa Fe. If you do not feel like driving that far, then you could head to Tennyson Street where they host a mini-First Friday art walk. Santa Fe Drive is full of life, music, creativity, people, and food every first Friday of the month. Last Friday (Nov. 2) was Día de los Muertos, or “Day of the Dead,” and the streets were full of people with painted faces and the smell of Mexican food. People celebrated the special day with art, friends, family, and food. 

Santa Fe Drive is home to many art galleries and art spaces. It is the place to go for any creative person because there is always new art to see and new places to experience. Bring your friends, bring your loved ones, bring anyone interested in art and having fun, and you will not be disappointed. For more information visit this website. Another art district to check out on First Fridays is RiNo. The next First Friday Art Walk will be December 7, so mark your calendars! 

Another mentionable Friday art event is “Untitled Final Fridays” at the Denver Art Museum. First Saturdays are free, and always a must-go, but the final Friday event was new to me this year. I attended the last one of the year in October, but there is already a schedule for next year posted here. On these special final Fridays at the DAM there are fun events happening on every floor. In October, printmaking with professional printmakers and jamming with a DJ were available on the 1stfloor. People could also add to the world’s biggest mini mural on the 2ndfloor and have their portraits drawn by an artist on the 3rdfloor. These are just a few of the activities that were available to people on an “Untitled Final Friday.” Another bonus was the 2-for-1 college student admission. If you show them your ID, they give you a discount (always important for broke college students like us). 

If you like art and activities, then Fridays are the day for you. Look up what is going on in an art district around you—there is always something! Whether it is a first or last Friday of the month—or even days throughout the month—Denver is full of art and culture and it is worth experiencing.