Plaster Mask

Austin Price, Editor in Chief

Every day is the same

My eyes are tired

My face is long

My lips are pursed

Staring into the mirror

This face simply won’t do

I need to change it

Change is hard

That’s asking to much

Instead of a change

I need a cover

This cover is meant to help

Not to hurt

It’s meant to lessen my load

My fingers grasp slippery ribbons

Edges frayed from wear and tear

I pull the ribbons tight and the pink silk tangles in my hair

Leaving a future not to undo

My cover is secure

The plaster mask presses into my face.

Leaving my pale skin, small splotches of red

The mask is royally purple

And glittering gold

It presents an air of elegance and dignity

With the mask securely on my face

I can walk into the sun

The mask is a sort of translator

It makes my words wiser, my eyes brighter, and my body stronger

This mask presents the best and only the best

It turns a scowl to a smile

A grimace to a grin

Like an eternal optimist

This mask sees the best

But what does it see when the best isn’t there?

It sees nothing

So it creates something

It creates something great

It creates something pretty

It creates something perfect

It puts this great, pretty, perfect thing out front

So it’s the first thing people see

So it’s the only thing people see

The mask does its job when it hides what’s underneath

When I finally take the mask off, an outline stains my skin

Leaving a mark of the role I forced myself to play.

The mark will fade, but sooner later, the mask will return and the scars will stay